..I don't know. [ Speaking low and softly, so kindly but with such weight, it's almost like he's just surprised himself. Because maybe he has, given it isn't really until Slaine so plainly asks that it's ever something he would have really thought about that way
Probably for not really wanting to consider what he'd done for so many years after killing Mana and so utterly destroying the one person who'd ever been nice to him. ]
But I think... [ the winter he was ten, screaming until he had no voice and wishing he was dead ] ..it gets easier. When you find a way to make it mean something, all that pain—when you can find a reason to keep existing because of it..
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..I don't know. [ Speaking low and softly, so kindly but with such weight, it's almost like he's just surprised himself. Because maybe he has, given it isn't really until Slaine so plainly asks that it's ever something he would have really thought about that way
Probably for not really wanting to consider what he'd done for so many years after killing Mana and so utterly destroying the one person who'd ever been nice to him. ]
But I think... [ the winter he was ten, screaming until he had no voice and wishing he was dead ] ..it gets easier. When you find a way to make it mean something, all that pain—when you can find a reason to keep existing because of it..
[ "You wanna become an Exorcist?" ]
..it makes it hurt a little less.