[ Good. Sit there and think about what you've done. ]
Yes!! Dummy!
[ Allen huffs, agitation not abating but picking up a good head of steam as he rises up to the full height he has while on his knees. Boy howdy better step back. ]
Who else takes a perfectly normal, nice thing that happens and decides it has to be terrible and they're terrible-- especially when I told you the opposite!! The total opposite!
It's you! A dummy! Who's punishing the both of us for something that didn't even actually happen -- again! People get jumpy for reasons other than something hurts or is bad, you know!!
[ Do you think you're going to be able to get a word in edgewise? No! Not until he's done! Because he's also going to keep rounding closer on Shouto while armed with a scolding finger the likes of which any British governess would be proud of. It's with all the actual threat of a puffed up chickadee, but he's sure serious about it. ]
Do you know how hard it is for me to talk about any of this sort of stuff??? It's hard! Really hard! So what if I want to do more than just kiss you, talking about that kind of thing is scary! It's good, but scary! And then when I do and tell you I like something you go ahead and just ignore it so you can keep your own miserable assumptions that just make both of us feel terrible when it should be a happy thing!! It's--
[ Ergh, words. He huffs, leveling a finger at him a final time with decisive flourish. ]
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Yes!! Dummy!
[ Allen huffs, agitation not abating but picking up a good head of steam as he rises up to the full height he has while on his knees. Boy howdy better step back. ]
Who else takes a perfectly normal, nice thing that happens and decides it has to be terrible and they're terrible-- especially when I told you the opposite!! The total opposite!
It's you! A dummy! Who's punishing the both of us for something that didn't even actually happen -- again! People get jumpy for reasons other than something hurts or is bad, you know!!
[ Do you think you're going to be able to get a word in edgewise? No! Not until he's done! Because he's also going to keep rounding closer on Shouto while armed with a scolding finger the likes of which any British governess would be proud of. It's with all the actual threat of a puffed up chickadee, but he's sure serious about it. ]
Do you know how hard it is for me to talk about any of this sort of stuff??? It's hard! Really hard! So what if I want to do more than just kiss you, talking about that kind of thing is scary! It's good, but scary! And then when I do and tell you I like something you go ahead and just ignore it so you can keep your own miserable assumptions that just make both of us feel terrible when it should be a happy thing!! It's--
[ Ergh, words. He huffs, leveling a finger at him a final time with decisive flourish. ]
It's disrespectful!